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so my mommy called today! i was excited to talk to her cuz i miss her a lot. But she didn't even recognze my voice!!! that was somewhat disterbing cuz i answered the phone she thoght i was my cousin lol. oh well. i guess she just wasn't expecting me to answer. My sister is home now. I'm really glad all of her freinds care about her so much and shit everyones giving her a lot of love. she has to go through 4 months of chemo and 3 weeks of radiation. I'm really scared even though they keep telling me this type of cancer usually goes away easily or something along that line.. but yeah.... my cousins fight way too much.. today i had to literally sit on Elyse so i could get a note taht she took from Matt.. it wasn't good.. and elyse isn't a small girl.. she's a decent amount bigger than me. lol. well thats all i have to say and that im mad cuz i wanted to take a bath tonight and i didn't cuz Matt used up all the hot water, like always.

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So today i had my interview at Sam's Club.. it was the wierdest interview i ever went to they asked me strange questions.. but anyways they were like "mass interviewing", if you will. lol and i dunno i said good answers i think. She said within a couple days the managers would call me or wutever so i could come in for more interviewing..if they like wut they see on the paper lol. So, thats that a guess. but im kinda excited cuz i get to babysit a 6 year old on monday!! and this kid is so cute :) OH! i found something els out today.. my aunt is thinking about buying a new house. so yeah..but this one has a full basement that would be realy easy to like "do" you know like with a nice bedroom or something..she said there's a lot of space. So thats good. Maybe if we move there i could get my own room. Its not that i don't like sharing a room..but there would be more space for my shit if i had my own. and i really do like privacy. So im kinda excited about that.. and i really hope i meet my aunts friend with that clerical job shit soon!!! and i can't stop thinking about kent.....

For every...

For everyone who is wondering and for my own personal reference... the type of cancer my sister has is hodgkins lymphoma, and its very curable. So we are happy about that. she's crazy though she is thinking about the color wig she wants... BLUE lol. she's so great.. i love my sister!! :)

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Well, I'm a little bit less depressed now! Except the fact that we found out that my sister does definately have cancer! :( I'm kinda scared for my interview tomorrow. I shouldn't be but in a wierd way i am. OHHH good news.. my aunt has a friend who works out of the house, like some financial thing and he wants to meet me for like some clerical work!! she said it wouldn't be very much.. im guessing like a couple hours a week.. but thats better than nothing!! So, im kinda excited about that. And i had a really good donout today :) and it was all like decorated with pink and red heart sprinkles lol it was really cute.. well thats all i have to say for now.

Is the craziness going to end!!!!!

I just realized something... i have no friends here in ohio.. :( not only that but i have no job.. and i don't go to school.. well for this semester. I'm kinda feelin like crap emotionally because the thing about my ex taking my car.. for some reason.. is just hitting me now.. im so upset. how could anyone do that to anyone?!?!?! i just don't understand. And my boyfriend is in Idaho!! another thing to add to my "fun" life is that my sister possibly has cancer :( and she's only 20! I'm starting to think that maybe i should have stayed in NJ but i dunno. because i had a job there and i was going to school and i had friends.. and uhh i dunno! well i have a job interview tomorrow.. hopefully it will go realy well.. but since i have bad luck it probably wont. I think im just sad cuz i've been surrounded by a 12 and 14 year old. and my aunt.. and my wierd uncle (on the weekends) and the 12 year old is really bothering me right now. I think he is just being a butthead to get on everyones nerves and i don't think he realizes how annoying it is. Ya know how showers are suppose to make you feel better??? How come it never works for me!!!

SCORE!!

i finally found a layout that i liked :) so yeah i think its time for me to go to bed now... today was annoying...grr.. my stupid 12 year old cousin had to get on the other phone when i was on the phone with Kent... and say shit and i only had like 25 minutes on my phone card and matt wasted half of em, oh well. sometimes he can be so fuckin annoying and sometimes he can be soo cool.. sometimes i wonder about him.. and i miss my boyfriend way too much!!!