Is the craziness going to end!!!!!

I just realized something... i have no friends here in ohio.. :( not only that but i have no job.. and i don't go to school.. well for this semester. I'm kinda feelin like crap emotionally because the thing about my ex taking my car.. for some reason.. is just hitting me now.. im so upset. how could anyone do that to anyone?!?!?! i just don't understand. And my boyfriend is in Idaho!! another thing to add to my "fun" life is that my sister possibly has cancer :( and she's only 20! I'm starting to think that maybe i should have stayed in NJ but i dunno. because i had a job there and i was going to school and i had friends.. and uhh i dunno! well i have a job interview tomorrow.. hopefully it will go realy well.. but since i have bad luck it probably wont. I think im just sad cuz i've been surrounded by a 12 and 14 year old. and my aunt.. and my wierd uncle (on the weekends) and the 12 year old is really bothering me right now. I think he is just being a butthead to get on everyones nerves and i don't think he realizes how annoying it is. Ya know how showers are suppose to make you feel better??? How come it never works for me!!!